I do hope that you eventually find a replacement for the ‘I have done the good work’ that comes with sharing on social media. Not that I know exactly feeling (I don’t think I ever had any substantial kind of audience on any online place), but I do know how much time and energy can take to get a similar feeling by being a part of in-person community. It is not an always easy feeling to get. 🙂 And for me needs to be helped sometimes with other positive feelings – like fun, belonging or something similar.

I do hope the losing emotional crutch was something, that is fixable and I you find an alternative soon.