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Likes Antidote by Elle. for a few years, …

Likes Antidote by Elle.

for a few years, it worked.
but i think it stopped working in 2024 due to how the internet is evolving. by « online-ness », i’m mainly referring to infinite scroll-type internet like social media. the endless stream easily filled the gaps in my life for a while, overloading me with persistent content that could distract me from what i was missing in life. i don’t know if human brains are really meant to handle this.
like most addictions, you need to keep upping the dosage for it to remain effective. it eats up more and more of your time and life, supplanting it. frequency increases and exposes you more and more to the dangers of using it. perhaps the people producing the recreational drug you’ve become dependent on begin lacing it with poison and you don’t even notice what it’s really doing to you. and when it stops working, it’s hollowed out your world and you have nothing left without it.
i don’t want that happen to me.

Elle, I hope you’ll manage to sleep more and run more and am looking forward to listening to your music, if you’ll publish some! I’m glad I finally started following you on your blog instead of social media and you know how much I enjoy just opening your homepage once in a while and playing around with it 🙂

❤️

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  1. thank u for following (◕‿◕)♡ it’s definitely felt a lot better to be spending more time off social media and making things outside of that format!